Surprise, surprises, September

     Allright, I'm a little bit away from this 'my-personal online-diary' because I'm so busy being 3th grade. Full of tasks, additional lesson, noon-test and blaaaaah really... being senior high school with three strips on my badge is soooo tired. Wake up at 5am, go to school and back home at 6pm. :') But then, I'm so gratefull Allah give me chance for this time.

     And I know it's late to post but not too late to do :p hehehe ...20 September 2012, it was my birthday *YAAAAAAAYYYYYYY* Now I'm 17th years old!!!! that day, for me was sooooooo special. So happy got lots of birthday greetings, and God .......family, bestfriends and him gave me surprise(s) :'D

     Time flies so fast, i never think I already 17th. As usual, people make a wish on their birthday. So do I, I made wish(es), actually I make a wish everyday but yaa you know, when you ask Allah for wishes in your birthday it's like different 'BAM' in your heart right? I made it secretly :p , the big point is I ask Allah for always give me power, health, loglife, blissfulness, fortune, love, success, still in good circle, and way for reach my dreams and I really thank to Allah for everthings ...thank for keeps me in circle, bring me with lovely family, bestfriends, friend and ...him. I'm so grateful whatever it is :')

     Thanks my best Dhea Swasti for your post about my birthday, so touched! :*

by Dhea 

by Dheajenk

by Nia

 

:')

Birthday greetings on chat and text, I can't show it all ...a lot :'D

Amin amin yaRabb ..

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Mom, Dad and Sister gave me surprise at 00.01am , Pink-round clock gifted from Mom :)

*I couldn't open my eyes sooo sleepy*

My friends gave me surprise after school and the beautiful ilustration gifted from my best Khadiffa and Krisna ..they're a couple. Sweet! :')

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     Fiuuuuuuh~ I thought that was enough on my birthday. I go home with cream-cake on my hair and my clothes. Took a bath, and reply my chat(s) one by one, overslept and woke up again. At 7.30pm I go to mom's room and laying on her bed with ...my fingers typing chat, still busy replying birthday-greetings from everyone and ..........8.39pm *SLEEP*. Tik ...............Tok ................Tik ..............Tok ...I realized that I fall asleep, it was 9.00pm and I saw my phone, mom's room become dark and I heard like there're people talking and ...................................................SURPRISEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! from Dheajenk, Nia, Sylvana, Dhea, Ajeng and ...Aulia :')

*Am I dreaming????????????*

They asked me to blow out the candles only in once breath, ohhhh I've tried *faint* 

     Then, Dheajenk said if she had to go home soon because it was already night or her mom gonna be angry. I just believe it, I still in my a-half-dream-world surely -__- They go out from my house, Aulia gave a cupcake and shedd it on my face. He hold my hands ........so my negative thinking work..............YES........work!

     Well, that's it :') swear I couldn't say anything ........................so happyyyyy, so grateful. I don't know what I have to say to them. Thank you soooooooooooooooooo much Ajeng Angelyta, Sylvana Oktia, Nia Swastika, Dheajenk Purbandini, Dhea Swasti and the most handsome boy at that time, Aulia Ahmad Azzahari :*. Thank you for being everything in my life, you are all my best. My diamond ...I love you, all! *group-hugyyyyyyyyyyyyy* SMOOCCCCCH :'){}

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Labtik

     Morning-short-post from school's multimedia laboratorium. Gonna make what-to-do list before turn into 17. hehehhe .. and so happy because in the next two days later I won't stay at home. Preparing my contribution writing fashion issue on new site. Let's build it.

Have a nice Monday, *smooch*

With Black Shoes.

  Happy weekeeeeeeends! :)

 

 

 

Outfits: 

UP and Topshop

Massive Crash

      'Life is like a spinning wheel'. That's a quote I always tried to instill in me. A day, maybe I'm in my super good mood, I've a lot of money, I've a story and share it. And in the other day, maybe I'm in my super not-good mood, I've no money in my purse and I've no story to be told. Like that. Well, we as humans don't know what will happen in the next time, next day, next hour, next minute ..no exception in the next second. So, the things that we have to keep are always try the best, treat others nice, and positive thinking. I really don't understand why some people aren't respect about others's feeling. They treat me/us like we're just nothing. Such they don't care if their words is really hurt eventhough it's just a joke or what else. I am so dissapointed of everyone who assumes that their joke are just 'truly-a-joke' and they don't care ...really don't care about others's feeling. The most thing I really feel so down is, with all of my faith I shared, I told my story, asked an advice to my bestfriend about my problem and they just gave me a good advice ...I mean that's the best point, the negative is (she/he) so happy to joking about my story. Sure, I really feeling down at the moment. They should know, if someone believes to share story or problems with them, they have to keep that secret, keep our feeling and others. Not vice versa! :')
I tell you, "I am a person who is not great at showing feelings." That's it.
Everyday I always try to keep smile, be nice and act like I'm just fine. Until now. I've noone beside me right know. You should know.
Those words so hurt me. You truly don't know what happened with me, right? Why you don't try to feel in my shoes before say something, do something, write something, type or even post something? :)
I just ask, and maybe me and you should thinking about that. Let's see how nice you treat others? Don't you want to treated nice by others too?
Good night, everyone! :')