The Phase

          Day to day, week to week, month to month. I can passed it, I made it. Now, I feel it. A phase which I know, I'm sure.. i"ll pass it. Something that i won't pass now. I always ask to You, so that it comes to me at the right time. Is it now? Why? I'm (not) strong enough to stem tears. Despite the fact that all that exists is the best way to me, I ask you one more time, once again .. eeem NO i mean a thousandth time : Allah, give me strenght, patience, faith, maturity to get through all. Thankyou for the opportunity You gave to me ..to be part of 'the best' from me. And teach me how to be Yours. I love You. :)

taken from wehearit


Smoking Signs

      Yey, I've completed the test for today. Geography and Javanese. A lil' bit nervous, I was sitting right in front of the supervisor.
      (A) pick me up today. When i'm waiting for him, I saw one of my teachers smoking ..yes smoking. I really hate it. And something that makes me more hate hate hate is ..he (my teacher) was smoking in school area. You know?? SCHOOL AREA. Is he stupid? dumb? fool? or dull huh? The signs is clear, written with alphabet, bold, and black. "NO SMOKING IN SCHOOL AREA" . He ought to be an example for his students, right? but what he had done, doesn't reflect an instance. That's extremely BAD !!


No Spirit

      Monday 26 September until 03 October, i"ll join the middle test. Facing with 14 kinds of subject. Allah, please give me more spirit, high hopes ..and more than 24 hours/day. I really need it. Sincerely, your fanatic fans :'

Wish me luck .. Amin :)

My Birthday .. 16 ♥♥♥

Heeey, sorry for this 'extra-late post' about my birthday. Yes! my birthday falls on 20 September. First, i thought that my birthday was just gonna be like usual, just got surprise from my little family. But, i'm totally wrong! night before my birthday, i slept at 11 p.m, i decided to sleep cause A did not reply my text, feel so bored at that time, whereas he prepared a surprise for me, i don't know bout that hhihi. He came at 12, but i still sleep. There's no people open the gate for him, so he back home. Yaa, maybe this is just a failed surprise for me, but i still happy! totally happy ))):))) . About 00.30 ,dad and my sister open my door-room, singing 'Happy Birthday' for me and gave gifts too..eem without mom, this is the first time mom can't accompany me at my birthday, she still at other city to finish her work. When i blowing my 16 birthday-candles, i feel so happy, so grateful .. i can't write my feeling.. i'm crazy happy :')

Got lots of birthday-greeting, via bbm text twitter facebook, i read it, said 'Amin' then reply it one-by-one. Entered my school, met all my friends, they greet me with 'hey feghaaa, happy bithday yaaa' ....whatta nice morning greeting. I hug my friends :* . After last lesson, i charge my phone on my teacher's desk at the same time i reply my chats. And guess! I've got suprise ..again!! from CROSS (XI IPS II), they gave me two birthday cake with 16 shaped of candles on it. Aje gave me a gift. I'm speechless :') . Next, i go home, my bestie Nia text me where i am at that time, she ask me to open my gate ..i did. Again! surprise agaaaaain!!!!! Nia Kintan Franda Ronny gave me surprise ..a birtday cake and gifts, they brougth eggs, flour and overflow it on my head... -____- . Wash my hair till four times you know ..
Hans and Agung came to my home too.
So, thanks ..big big big thanks for all. I love you all guys. For God.. totally, I adore You! You're the biggest, numero UNO!!

Warmheart, Fegha Fannissa :*

From mom dad and sister

From Mardatilla B Khadiffa

Franda, Nia, Me, Kintan and Ronni


Aulia Ahmad Azzahari :)

How cool!! My friends was added something on their bbm-display name

aaaaaa ...still have lots of photos, but i can't post it all.
Tons of love , I LOVE YOU ALL ♥♥♥



    Entrepreneur ..be young-entrepreneur. This is one of my billion-desire. My teacher said that he want to see ..me, my friends be an entrepreneur. "You can if you want, do it". He was inspiring me. Bismillah :')
Bad, A got sick and he didn't go to school  today, hope he will be fine as soon as possible. Amin

Just woke up, this barong shirt is so comfy .. i have three pieces ..and the purple one is from A hihhi :$


Gorden Warteg

      Yey, it's time to blogging again. :D Alhamdulillah udah masuk hari ke-2 masuk sekolah. Trus? Pertama, tiap malem sambat melulu, texting juga ngga lancar karena masi megang tugas. But, Allah emang super!! Senin Selasa jadwal super padat tugas, ulangan pagi, ulangan harian blaaaaah... ngga ngerti kenapa tapi yaa Alhamdulillah masih lancar. Ngga seribet pikiranku :D .Alhamdulillah lagi, akhirnya ketemu Aje :'), bisa cerita sepuasnya, ketawa" bareng juga. Hari ini total lah ketawa dikelas karena si dea atay, konyol emang. I love it, loveeee it!!

Short weird-conversation with my ex-classmates (Wisnu&Melly), i met them after class today.

W: Haloooo fegha ...
F: Eh, yaaaa duluan ya udah dijemput nih
W: Okee..
M: Ini juga poni kaya' gorden warteg, ngebelah-belah hahaha
F: Biarin ..belum keramas tau' -______-

*Oya, ngebelah yang dikata bukan belah tengah gitu, but ngebelah yang segelintir" gitulah. Disgusting banget :(


Talk To Me You Us

  I wrote this post on Saturday night and I publish it on Sunday morning, yaa nothing to do again. 'A' told me for watching movie in his pc after i finish my course, but he can't because his mom suddenly come to Solo to meet him. So i open my pc, start to browsing, reading online magazine, editing photo, eating and texting with him :$ ..hihi another 'something must to do' to spend Saturday night, right? Ohyaaa, 'A' is my friend in junior high school, yaa we ever close before we meet again now ...i don't know why, my friends think that we are in a realitionship, we're still friend and single (for now) ..I always says like that because what? Yup, because i don't know what will happen in the future ..avoid to say 'No'.
I wanna tell you about ...life. Start from.. my friends. Many from them changed. I confused to start this. I feel like they became a monster. Example, 1) They got problem with someone and never try to solve it with 'face-to-face' but post it on their personal social networking. Then, they be enemies. I always think like this 'it's better to solve your problem than publist it' ..is it right?? :)
2) My friend is in a realitionship with my " another friend's ex-love  " ( A+B = In a realitionship, next broke up . Then, A+C = In a realitionship ) ..do you get that??  ..after that, A posting on social networking like this " lalalla just put my ex ...i don't need it again ...hahahha my ex" . Whaaaat are you serious to post it? Please, be mature .. you are 16, not 10 again guys :)
3) Following the new habit so that people know who they are is. So pathetic ...
Eeeeem enough for this section, just wait for the next ... I'm sleepy :$$

Ohayo Gozaimasu :D


After School Day 1

   Konnichiwa ..finishing school-ceremony at 8.15 and then ...go home. Little bit weird but yeaah it's my school. Based on the rules, my school start the lesson from next Monday 12 September 2011. Just try to save my extra-energy, because there will be lots of homeworks, test, morning test, extracurricular. May Allah give me spirit for life hahahha ...Hope the "new year-holiday" come early :(
Me and my sister want to meet and discuss about our project. Wish us luck yaa. Amin YaRabb :)

+ note : So sorry for my random laguange and my bad grammar that i used to. Yes, my English not fluent but i try to learn learn and learn. Smooch :*

My Japanese task.. already done ,yey!!

 haahahha... look!! my bestie just send me a really really early birthday-greeting *laughing*

Me and Kintan 


Last Dating on This Holiday

    Hellaaa, today is ..the last day of  'ied mubarak-holiday'. Last night, i remember that i still have several tasks and ...all unresolved yet. Hopping there's a miracle ,eem like i over slept and when i wake up, my tasks ..done.hahahha a big big impossible. Just forget it, let it flow *devil-voice*
Yesterday, me and my girls just going dutch on a date. You know what i mean, right? :D
hahhaha ...watching a movie, lunch, took a lot of photos, yah just another mingle. Sadly, Deasy brought her camera with empty-battery.


A Full Day (Out)

  We haven't met since a day before the feast of Eid Mubarak. He promised to meet me in Solo, it takes two hours to catch my home from his home. I doubt he could fullfit his promise. Yesterday, i woke up at 7, just lying on my bed, refresh timeline every five minutes, watching tv and yes ..he didn't text me to notify what time he will go here. I think he still sleep at the moment, as always. I took a bath at 9.. and guess?? Someone was knocked my door. I can't realize that the person it was ...HE. Felt surprise, turn out he come..on time :')
So, this is our 'short-trip' : Eating at Obonk (steak), watching a movie (Tendangan Dari Langit), shopping, praying at Fatimah-Mosque, and early dinner at Oh LaVita (Italian Food). So much fun, I love him ..eh it means i love it hahaha
Sadly, he must go home. Still want to meet but... yah maybe next time. Amin :)


September ♡♡

   Alhamdulillah, welcome home September. I think this is the best month i ever knew. My birthday, my sister's birthday, my brother's birthday, my friend's birthday, blonde (my monkey)'s birthday etc fall on this month. So, i wish all the things walk softly, i want to spending this month with smile, positive, love and peace. Be grateful and closer to everyone, moreover with Allah. Bismillahirrahmanirahim :)


And ...change my photo profile on twitter into this...


Wish these ...could be mine :)

Oh God, let me try (saving) ....